After few years I realized that sometimes we do not free to share our secrets even with our close friends and relatives and always combat between our ego and jealousy. Hence we are failing to share our feelings.
Few years ago my best friend passed away and she left her each and everything behind her. I could not understand which gust of wind brought her away and I was standing like a statue.
Although I wanted to have a long chat and shared a lot of secrets with her but everything became seized along with her death and still I feel regret and hid all the feelings in my heart.
Whenever I sit with my cross legs, my eyes become wet to miss her fun-loving and cheerful nature and try to find out that gust of wind that had been brought her away.
Moreover I still see to blow winds everywhere profusely, I think one day they will bring her back that’ why i started pleading them to bring her back. Thus they accepted my request and said to be her back earlier.
One day when I got up in the morning, I saw to shake everything in my home and thought that all the things are alarming me to come back her. However in a few moments everything had been stopped and in order to I became disheartened.
Furthermore one day i saw that the sky was covered with dust, having seen that scene I thought all the gust of wind were simultaneously went to sky and trying to find her.They were blowing at the top of their speed, the entire sky was looking hazy an d trying to help them. Hence the doors of my home were being knocked by them. Thus I opened the main gate and found few particles of dust that were appearing foot prints. I therefore thought that she has come and started to search in the home but in a few moments everything had been washed out.
It appeared that she was playing hide and seek with me because many times wind came and left few particles at my home. At the indication on her arrival my heart was full of emotions and I used to think to share each and everything whatever i hid in my heart.
Although I anxiously waited for her but she could not come back and they still interminably are blowing. I still think that they betrayed me and along with their betrayal I became disappointed and my all feelings were engraved in my heart.